Lyrics to a song I have never heard...that somehow grabbed me at 3:11 AM

"Keep quiet,
nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
and your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday.

And I keep my jealousy close,
'cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
then I'm not the only one who is lying.

Drink down that gin and kerosene,
and come spit on bridges with me.
Just to keep us warm.

Then light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave, me be."

I wonder if I'd like this actual song to music???? I found this searching for the meaning of 'It's all over now baby Blue' - I am watching No direction Home because I can't sleep (it is actually really interesting and good - shocking being Scorsese and all - hee hee).

Why does the song - grab me? No clue....or maybe a clue....but anyway...it is dark and I can be dark. But it just seemed so honest...and I have been looking for more honesty in life lately. I gotta say I love the line "I keep my jealousy close, 'cause it is all mine." Yeah....I can feel that at times ;-)

ahhh...two blogs in one night....a break - I will take. (Ok - no idea why Yoda took over typing there for a sec....I need sleep)